'A rollercoaster ride that I couldn’t put down … I still needed to look over my shoulder even after checking that I’d locked all of my windows and doors' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Wow. A five-star, edge-of-your-seat masterpiece … I was left stunned' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Suspenseful, jaw-dropping … I devoured this book in one sitting' Reader Review ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘The challenge is to separate dangerous reality from paranoia in this unsettling, pulse-racing tale’ Louise Candlish
*****
Who is watching Nell Masters?Nell Masters is certain she’s being watched. Every day she feels a prickling unease on her morning commute, silent phone calls echo in her office, and an extravagant bouquet arrives at her doorstep – no card, no clue.
But Nell has reason to look over her shoulder. Because Nell has a secret…
Fourteen years ago, Nell witnessed a young woman get into a stranger’s car. When that woman was later found murdered, Nell became obsessed with finding the killer – a fixation that led her down a dangerous path. But has the hunter become the hunted? Or is there something even more deadly at play?
Multi-million-copy bestselling author B A Paris returns with a blistering thriller about secrets, identity and the shadows that haunt us, perfect for fans of The Housemaid and His and Hers.
*****
Praise for B A Paris:'A mesmeric, tense and twisting nightmare. Suffocating, controlled and hugely entertaining' Chris Whitaker
'Expertly plotted and compellingly told … I raced through it' Harriet Tyce
'A rollercoaster ride, with plenty of twists' Observer
'B A Paris is a mistress at weaving family with fear, suspense and subterfuge' Jane Corry
‘A powerful, beautifully crafted story that ratchets up the tension with every page and packs a huge emotional punch’ T. M. Logan
'Packed with tension and nail-bitingly real, I couldn't put it down!' Lauren North
*****
Readers give WHEN I KILL YOU five stars!'Dark, twisty and psychologically sharp, this was a real page-turner' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'A tense, gripping thriller that’s easy to get into and hard to put down' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Kept me up all night … I couldn't put it down' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'A totally unpredictable rollercoaster' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'I was hooked from the start and couldn't function until I got to the end!' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Full of twists and so well-written … B A Paris is a fabulous author but this is one of the best' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
'Creepy, suspenseful, addictive' ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Author: B A Paris
Publication Date: 12-03-2026
Format: Paperback / softback
Pages: 304
Publisher: HarperCollins Publishers
Height (mm): 24
Width (mm): 153
Length (mm): 234
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